Thursday, May 30, 2013

Book Of Me... Short Story #2 (Part IV)

Relaxing lying out in the sun, how good it feels to be in the beach. Oceans rolling in, making their crashing noise and smelling the salting in the breeze. People everywhere, laughing, sleeping and playing with their kids.
It's fun for my birthday, always is and will be. Since I can't come through out the year I make the visit with my family on this special day. "Hey kid, let's go for a swim." My middle sister told me.
"No." I told her. I should have known that no was the wrong answer. She grabs my legs and starts pulling me toward the water while laughing. I just let her pull me a bit more smiling up to her because I'm to heavy for her to pull. Her tongue sticking out of her mouth for the weigh she was trying to putll.
"ok! I'll go!" I cried out laughing. Yes, this is a good day.
I stand up and dusted myself stalling for a few minutes. Then she takes my wrist and we started to walk then we started racing, a silence challenge to who will get in first. Laughing at the top of our lung's the ocean grew bigger with every step we took.
At first the water splashes on us and it's cold, but the deeper we go the warmer we got. Every few minutes we dared each other to go in deeper, foot by foot while holding our hands; looking at each other as if we had a secret that would get us in trouble that nobody new.
When we finally stopped the water was up to my neck and up to her chest. We stayed there; since I'm standing on the tips of my toes I bop up and down. With the momentum; smiling I push my sister below the water playfully. We played lie that for a few minutes, when we finally realized that we were in the breaking point of the waves.
I felt shaky then, but since my older and braver sister is with me there's nothing to be afraid of. this but one more adventure in our lives. "Hey Sil? Race you back to Dino's and lets splash water on her." I said smiling already knowing that she would win but liking the idea of messing with our older sister. I looked at her and I know by her smile that the race was on.
"1,2.." But that's were we stopped because a huge and I mean huge wave came crashing down. "Liza, Run!!" she yelled and pushed me towards the shore. I started running / swimming and knew by her hand behind my back he was close behind me, making me go faster. I know I wasn't going to make it cause I saw a shadow over us, knowing that this was the wave that will be taking us under. Turning around I looked at the huge wave and a small gasp escaped my mouth. I saw my sister looking at the wave and when she turned to face me her eyes were wide with fear. She gave me a last push forward trying to save me from what was about to happen, arching her back and seeing her gasp air in I didn't understand what was happening. Freezing I wasn't able to get a breath in to hold it, facing the current I knew in my head I was dead. I tried to gasp as much air as I could and closed my eyes, the next thing a wave and part of my sisters' body crashed into my chest. The little air I had escaped my mouth by the force of impact and the waved pulled me under rolling me in circles. I opened my eyes and the salty water stung my eyes. I couldn't see where the top of the wave was or the ocean floor, all I could see was blurr and dark images floating in front of me. I somehow managed to arch my back and kick, lucky for me I managed to surfaced for a fraction of a second. Enough for me to gasp for air and then I was pulled under again. 
My arms shot our when my body bumped into a pair of sticks that were not floating, not realizing they were actually my sisters legs. Somebody lifted me up and my sister was yelling at me to stand up. Not realizing I was close to shore away from the break of the waves I still struggled until she stood me upright herself. "Don't ever hold me or anyone ever like that again. you could cause both of you to drown!!" I just stood there looking at her gasping for the precious air that my lungs needed.
"Lets go back to mom and dad." We started walking towards the space my parents were but halfway there we were met by our dad yelling at us. He started lecturing us, and then when we got there my mom also started to lecture. My sister just asked us if we were ok, instead of answering her we just splashed water on her by shaking our bodies like dogs do.
For a few minutes we both were just sitting there thinking about what had happened. We both were holding our hands in a silence, giving each other a comfort and understanding of what we just went through. A couple minutes later I started to talk about what we just went through to no one in particular. My parents, especially my mother just shook her head in disbelief. My older sister just gave me a look of annoyance. My father faced me and it froze my words in an instant. 
I asked Sil if she wanted to go for a swim, she said yes. Our dad just told us not to go into deep or else birthday  or no we would pack up and leave. My whole day was good, except that moment of anguish, excitement  and challenge I had with my sister. All this was, was an adventure, like my mother says; when things go wrong just view it as an adventure in life.
My fathers thought on any type of situation is to have guts and go all the way, if you come out 'alive" the be willingly to go back, don't have fear but excitement.

Book of Mer.. short Story #1 (Part III)

Jumping up and down on the bed feeling tall and then short, I reach close to the wall that if I just raise it a bit more I will peel the white paint off.
Look, a spider, and a big one too!! Now I have to smash it so the kingdom will be saved. HIgher and higher, almost touching the sky.
Now I'm a kangaroo jumping to get away from being eaten. My blood is pumping and I turn my head and see the eyes of the tiger.
My body is going up and down, my feet pounding against the dirt trying to save my life. Higher and higher, farther and farther; but that tiger is just on my tail. I jump and go over a huge tree. The birds squawking and flying away. their wings in there own rhythm of drums, beating at my skin.
I turn and see the tiger closer and closer. I feel the sweat dripping on my forehead like a waterfall.
I need to get away, up and down, up and down. trying to get away. My heart is beating a fast beat, the birds beating their drums. My breath pounding in my ears. Only the song of prey and predator around. Everything calm around
My head turns involuntary and the tiger getting small and the big comes closer and closer, ever so closer.
Please! My beaten legs, pound harder. That's it, find the rhythm of the song, find the beat to survive. Take me up and take me down; take me farther and farther, but the tiger getting closer and closer.
It's almost here, I hear the growl of satisfaction, please, no! Not me, a lone kangaroo. Beat faster my precious legs for the reason that he's getting closer...
All of a sudden the paws are on me! "I thought I told you to not be jumping on the bed." My mother told me, scolding me while holding my small waist in her big hands.
I look at her in disbelief and cry out. "Mama, mama, you saved me from the tiger." I wrapped my arms around her neck and kiss her on her cheek, with a sounding smack and leaving saliva as a reminder.
My mother, now understanding tells me in her own childlike voce, with a little twinkle shinning in her smiling eyes.
"Come my dear, let's celebrate with my mango juice that I have made especially for you." and takes me away from the terrifying land.
I look over her shoulder and I see the tiger drinking tea
How I wish I was 6 again.

Book of Me.. Poetry Peace (Part II)

Bugs Bunny started to smoke
No more hunting for 
I don't know

Transformer's are all powerful
but they have no strength left 
to fight

The same fate happened to
Bonkers
That great detective with that
great mind
One being erased from
Channel 5
and the other from
Channel 9
My childhood has been
fading away

My night light went
Bye - Bye
The monster under my bed
has gone away
Now I'm not scared of
darkness
But scared of my changes

Batman and Robin help me of
my fate

Light of morning coming
to my eyes
When I wanted darkness to
that world of mine

The Smurf's aren't blue
there green forest and
mushroom's houses are gone
into deeper forests
where I can't reach

And even the cute
Care Bears
don't have the magic
to light a rainbow
on my rainy day

Fairy tales for children
for that child that I was
Now I know the truth of
Cinderella
She didn't live happily after
all

Whatever happen to Snow White
to her seven dwarves 
One day they were there
and the next they were gone

Dopey, Bashful and even Grumpy
you've gone to that mountain
of digging and singing
and forgotten the child
that loved you whistling

And now my Never - never land
I need to say good - bye

I'll always hold you dear
and yes even you
my dear Shera
you taught me strength
and even Rainbow - bright

I'll always fight with
your hope of light

Book of Me (Introduction) Part I

As you read the tittle this will be a "book" of me. This was a creative writing assignment I had in high school (Long long time ago!!) I actually got a 4 which in my class meant 100%. The only comment the teacher had on the cover was "great work!" .  I found it and I have been debating whether I should put it on here and share... As you can see I am so a little bit about the book.

I have an Introduction of myself which I will not post on here... It is very embarrassing (meaning bad grammar to me). Even thought the teach did not correct anything. I'm sure she would have corrected anything if I made mistakes because as I remember this teach; she was really hard on me. She liked my writing and actually told my parents that I should think about actually going into an English major and think about writing books... ( I don't know maybe she had something loose in her hear?) You decide.  If you want the actual introduction in my book please comment below and I will include it. Other wise I will only put on here is one poem and 2 short stories.


Here is the book cover of the "Book of Me"

 So here it is.. Remember this is in high school... OK I guess lol.. the little brown circle and squiggly line is my "loca" brand that people use to call back in the day. Not all my friends called me that just a select few.

 

What is.... (written as Twenty)

What is death?
  Is it heaven or hell
I imagine and wonder, but I can't see

Is death only for sweet Angels
or for naughty devils
I question the priest
I question the people
there answer is vague
I just don't understand

The only response if that death is
  peaceful, the dead will finally sleep

Only one seems to have insight
Its her, she says she has been there before

Death is hell, you don't feel a thing
trapped in a coffin with only darkness surrounding you

If you see the light as she did 
Run, run as fast as you can 
Once you reach it death will coward at your feet

What is death
Can it be, it is a question that
we will never know

Twenty "1995"

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Mermaids.... Do they exist

You have heard about The Little Mermaid, a fantasy creature that only exist in our imaginations. We are told to believe that they are friendly, they look beautiful and that these mystic creatures live deep in the sea that no human has ever seen one. 

A group of doctors have been researching this theory that mermaids indeed are factual. That they live in our sea and are sea creatures that until now have stayed hidden from our lives. They stated that the reason they are coming out to our world now is because the military has been testing out this new "sonic" machine that is harmful to all sea creatures. 

Well this documentary freaked me out a lot, to the point that I didn't finish seeing it. The images that they put on the show were not the beautiful nice mermaids that I am used to see. You can say that my child impression of mermaids have been severely ripped to the point that I am a bit scared. I know being a writer (aspiring to be), I should just document this image for future reference and not have it freak me out... In reality thats not happening!! I'm actually making dua (prayer) and am up because I know once I sleep I will have nightmares about it. My husband on the other hand is asleep and when her wakes up sporadically he tells me that I shouldn't worry about it. That what keeps him from freaking out is that he knows that if something doesn't seem or sound reasonable then most likely its not true...

Then I started thinking.... Allah (SWT) is a blind faith that we have. There are no factual truth that he actually exist but we believe in him because we have hope that something greater then just two atoms clashing into one another actually made life. Just like a lot of religious beliefs some aspect of it has to be as what I call "blind faith" because it is intangible and there are some that are tangible. What makes my faith strong is the most important; Allah (SWT). 

In saying this how do I personally believe that what I saw is true. Do mermaids truly exist or is this documentary is a hoax like a lot of other mythical stories before have been proven to be. If not... Then this is a cause to be freaking about, because the mermaid I saw on the television a couple of hours ago was not the beautiful friendly mystical creature that my childhood stories made me believe...

Do you believe that mermaids exist?? I'm sorry but I don't remember what the documentary was called or with what network it was on. I'm sure if you youtube it or google it you will find out what I was talking about..

Until Next time...

Free Writing Excerise

Ok so this is just a post where I am just going to be writing about any topic that comes to my mind. first off I just can't sleep tonight and I do not know why. Well actually I do know why but I just don't want to talk about it. See It really is about Mermaids. It basically freaked me out... Hey thats another topic that I could be writing about... Ok

Don't with this free writing, going to my next topic

Until Next time....