How can I say I'm sorry for hurting your feelings. I didn't mean to, I know it's hard to believe. Please forgive me, if you can't I understand. The anger that I felt was not towards you. It's pain and hurt that I have working myself that I haven't let out. I'm crying out for help but instead it seems that I'm crying out for war. You are the last person I want to go to war with. You are the first person I'm trying to run to ask for help. When your arms are around me I feel safe and protected, I feel like I can breath with out my lungs hurting. Lately all I have is this blackness inside of me and it seems like it is about to exploded. Help me please you are the only one that can help this pain this anger I feel go away. Forgive me for hurting you, forgive me for lashing out on you, I'm trying to call for help but it's not coming out like I need it too. Can't you see my eyes begging you to tak me away, to take me to that haven that only your arms your body can provide me. I'm sorry I hurt you I'm sorry I acted out. How can I express the regret and sorrow, how can I start helping you heal. Please forgive me I didn't mean to hurt. My own pain is exploding and it lashed out on you.
Please I beg you take me in your arms and give me comfort, I promise I'll try to be better. I promise that I'll love you forever
I'm sorry so sorry that I hurt, how can I make it better?
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My adventures salute you for being brave in giving me those words of wisdom which give me the energy I need to keep breaking away from this enclosed space.