A stay at home personal feelings

Can you be lonely when you stay at home? Can you truly find happiness cleaning, doing the laundry, running errand and making food for your spouse. Regardless if your the man or woman that's staying at home, today is the day that you should speak out. Let your voice be heard, just use caution. You never know how your words can and will effect your life and the others around you.

I take your hot lunch to you everyday, you say thank you and say it taste good. I go home and clean our home and wash your clothes. All the while I'm thinking of what I should cook for dinner. Every piece of clothes I fold I'm reminded of your smile, your warmth, and the way I feel safe around you. I start thinking of how much I wish you would call and say "I'm coming home early, because I miss you."

I go to our bedroom and make the bed. I smile and close my eyes thinking of our lovemaking the night before. He tender and attentive you were. Your strong hands caressing my body, your beautiful lips lavishing kisses all over my body. A small yearning moan escapes my lips wishing you would magically be behind me, hug me and kiss me on my neck. Oh my dear, don't you know that being in our bedroom is a form of punishment for me when you aren't here.

Preparing dinner I look to my left and I can see you standing there with your arms crossed standing tall telling me how your day has been. Slowly you give me a sexy smile and wink at me. I start smelling the food burning and I realize that without you my life is meaningless. My heart hurts in sadness and yearning for the day to end until my visions of you become a reality once more.

Staying at home is a sweet punishment that I dread when I wake up but I look forward once he day ends. I never new knew that staying at home would teach me and show me how much loving you is a constant growth. How much my life is full of despair when you are not around. Staying at home makes me appreciate you more and my chores are always done with love.

I'm never lonely because you are always on my mind, I find happiness in cleaning, doing the laundry, running errands and making food for you because I'm giving you more love. My love for you fills me with happiness, I wouldn't want anything else.